Sunday, September 6, 2009

Lucky Strike


Nostalgia delicate but potent, in Greek means the pain from an old wound. it’s a twinge in your heart far more powerful than memory alone. It takes us to a place where we ache to go again." - Don Draper , Episode 13 Mad Men.....I tweaked it because it was his ad pitch. 

First page new story that I may or may not continue
It was four o’clock in the morning the New Years Eve party was dieing down. In the attempt to resurrect any sort of buzz I started sipping a glass of some red cocktail I found in the kitchen so slowly that I could see the air bubbles between the crimson liquid going up the clear straw. I then realized how effeminate I must look but who cared. Sitting on my friend Matt’s porch listening to the retards in the living room playing guitar hero, I felt so far removed from them. I light up a number 27 and look into last years snow still on the ground from Thanksgiving break. Man, I remembered when Connecticut would actually get blizzards.  I get nostalgic on New Years, which sucks. Letting the ash fall from my smoke onto my new Addidas I pretend like I have no past, I’m a random dude pondering on a stranger’s porch shivering under my hoodie. Thinking deep on New Years is so cliche.

Saturday, September 5, 2009

Random directions!

Sometimes my creativity hides when I submerge under piles of stress....SO I LIST MY POTENTIAL FUTURE ! 

(I am aware of this not being blog worthy)

I am trotting around the United States
I see a dude in my new neighborhood coffee shop that looks like Harold and Maude's Bud Court
-Am I in Love?
I tend to capitalize every word accept for, "and", "the" .... those little guys are not worthy of capitalization in my stubborn mind....

Its not that I am not smart I just know that I never paid attention in school grades 1- 10 
Kindergarden I picked up the alphabet before most 


I never wanna leave coffee shops ....I AM ALWAYS TEMPTED TO BUY ANOTHER COFFEE!
ITS WHAT GETS ME THROUGH THE DAY

haha since I have been calling so many farmers through oregon i wanna write  a short story about a young woman who doesn't wanna take over the family business. 
I think caffeine makes me too happy...stupid addiction

Songs of the season

Red Red Wine
We Are Nowhere and its Now
Dont Think Twice Its Alright