go on and take a bow.

I'm a tight rope walker on one side below me lies my rent utilities and groceries the other my crippling motivation for education. The end of this tight rope there will be an illuminated and or so I think, it may just be more years working at Barnes and Noble while being submerged in loan payments for the next fifteen years. Successfully holding my balance above such treacherous waters is a thrill in itself that when  I realize just how thin this rope is my fear keeps me from moving forward.